Well up at the squad, having a fun time as always. I do not know why I choose to come up her but figured that to get out of the house would be good and see the good old boys, Still can't believe I haven't gotten out and actually gone on that trip that I so wanted to go on.

I think that maybe in the next weeek I will get my stuff together and finally be able to see some cool stuff that whole northeast trip that I think in time will finally happen. I am ever hopeful... keep taking those meds and get my shit together and I will see this happen.....

I can't wait and it will be a good trip and really fun..... I swear the world is my back door....... I will have this good time and everything will work out...